A wife?? A follower???

A wife needs to be obedient, right??? I tried..i did try...even to go to a nearby shop I would call him to tell...sometimes, i just could not take it...could not stand it...today, he did it again,just because my phone was inside my room n the door was closed, while i was busy cleaning up his "chicken rendezvous"...because of his missed calls...now, he did it again...showing me that "one-million" facial expression...refused to talk, even refused to look at me????for months, for years....i devoted myself to him, even following him when he wanted to meet his friends just to talk (not that i wanted to follow, but if i didnt, he would show me "that" face again...this is crazy, sometimes it reached the limit....i just couldnt bare with it anymore...Ya Allah....berikanlah kesabaran itu kepadaku...

I always tried to make him happy, but sometimes, i felt that i was not appreciated at all....setakat beli breakfast once a week, dah tunjuk muka penat, sorilah...i did everything already...susahnya nak faham dia...dia yg aku peluk setiap malam...dia yang aku tidur dilengannya....susahnya utk aku fahami....