At first, she was so happy when i didnt give the time table for her to invigilate the exam. The problem was that, i informed her earlie...stand by utk relief...cikgu2 terlampau padat dgn psk and pjk pun msk jadual...After 3 days getting relief classes, now shw showed the true colors..."BANYAK KERJA HARI NI, TAK BOLEH BAGI ORG LAIN KE...TAK DOK ORANG LAIN KE?" ADA AKU PEDULI????org lain semua dh kena jaga exam classes, kita yg kena relief satu masa pun bising, fair and square la....gaji sama banyak, masa mengajar dia sikit, nak jg periksa pun susah ke??? aku yg dah crack the brain nakl atur jadual yg padat giler 10x ni, tak dok org nak consider???
Btl k ma kata, nak bagi arahan, jadi org besar lah nee...the problem is, mmg aku org besar utk exam ni, aku yg prepare jadual, aku yg order kertas, aku yg buat relief....dia skg di bwh arahan aku...ada aku peduli??? Ingat dia seorang sibuk??? Ingat dia seorang ada masalah??? Ingat dia seorang kerja bertimbun???? ONCE YOU ACCEPT THE POST, BE PREPARED WITH THE RESPONSIBILITY THAT U ARE GOING TO FACE...JGN MERUNGUT...JGN BERSUNGUT...SEDIA JE LAH PIKUL TANGGUNGJAWAB TU...ada aku peduli nak marah ke tak??????
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Is it a sin for me to fall sick???
I guess im too tired...dunno why but lately, i can easily feel tired...slept at 9 last nite till morning..but deep down in my heart, i feel something missing...everytime i feel sick, i realised amir doesnt really like it...it is like...im troubling him...why???
Im touched with ina's reaction...this only daughter of mine is caring and loving...thank u dear...
just a question popped up in my mind..is it wrong for a wife to fall sick???? i wonder....
Im touched with ina's reaction...this only daughter of mine is caring and loving...thank u dear...
just a question popped up in my mind..is it wrong for a wife to fall sick???? i wonder....
Friday, March 4, 2011
At the age of reaching 40
I can feel the difference....the age matters....
Masuk je 2011....i can feel that there are still empty spaces in my heart...smthng went missing in my life...after i sit down and think..exploring myself..i realized that im too dunia-centred...i am really lacking trhe knowledge for the world hereafter...Ya Allah...thank you to make me realize this...i want to go back to the righyt pah..i know. my friends will always be there to help me...t support me....i cannot count this on my family mnembers....
Looking back at the experience in my can i say that in some way, abah failed to educate us to be good human beings..i guess because abah is too self-oriented, too self-disciplined that he forgot that we \are also humans...I am talking about abah bafore he becomes atuk...because now i can see the difference although at times ideep down in my heart i still say how self-centred abah is....kalaulah abah boleh mengalah...balik ke ruamah kok pasir...i think many problems will settle...kalaulah Tang ada rezki n move to another house...i think problems will settle...kalaulah apis duduk n fikir sekejap sikap dia yg makin pelik ni n cuba adjust..i think everything will be fine...kalaulah ibi tak terlalu fikirkan diri, tentu dia balik masa tang kawin n tentu dia balik masa ije meninggala...nak tunggu event apa lagi yg nak kumpul anak beranak???? tak tahulah aku, there is something went missing n this family...and i dunno what...
I just want to put my own family at the right path...aku nak adib, aqil and adlina bersatu sbg satu keluarga...what i can do now is to gather them, talk to them....give them the religious fouindation,...Ya Allah...lindungilah keluargaku...suamiku...anak2ku...abah sekeluarga....amin
Masuk je 2011....i can feel that there are still empty spaces in my heart...smthng went missing in my life...after i sit down and think..exploring myself..i realized that im too dunia-centred...i am really lacking trhe knowledge for the world hereafter...Ya Allah...thank you to make me realize this...i want to go back to the righyt pah..i know. my friends will always be there to help me...t support me....i cannot count this on my family mnembers....
Looking back at the experience in my can i say that in some way, abah failed to educate us to be good human beings..i guess because abah is too self-oriented, too self-disciplined that he forgot that we \are also humans...I am talking about abah bafore he becomes atuk...because now i can see the difference although at times ideep down in my heart i still say how self-centred abah is....kalaulah abah boleh mengalah...balik ke ruamah kok pasir...i think many problems will settle...kalaulah Tang ada rezki n move to another house...i think problems will settle...kalaulah apis duduk n fikir sekejap sikap dia yg makin pelik ni n cuba adjust..i think everything will be fine...kalaulah ibi tak terlalu fikirkan diri, tentu dia balik masa tang kawin n tentu dia balik masa ije meninggala...nak tunggu event apa lagi yg nak kumpul anak beranak???? tak tahulah aku, there is something went missing n this family...and i dunno what...
I just want to put my own family at the right path...aku nak adib, aqil and adlina bersatu sbg satu keluarga...what i can do now is to gather them, talk to them....give them the religious fouindation,...Ya Allah...lindungilah keluargaku...suamiku...anak2ku...abah sekeluarga....amin
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