8.9.2010>> Diena's birthday..we just celebrated it at new horizon with a few of amir's nephews n nieces...(what surprise me tough...HE never thinks of inviting any of my own clan from pc...dunno..i have to adjust myself to his family but i feel that he is always reluctant to try to be in mine except for abah la...susah kan...may be we are from different family background but sometimes he treated my family unfairly....
Then, at home, we have another small celebration with the other family members( again...HIS family members) ...HE really likes to get the attention fromthem..being pampered by them...sometimes i just feellike he wants all the attention as to be NGAH...dunno, but HE is now 40s and i personlly think he should act as one. In the midst of our happiness celebrating dieyna's birthday, suddenly he stormed in..."anak2 abah..no more laptops after this..bla..bla..bla..." Just imagine my feeling there..this is not the first time...he actually like to burst out his anger to my kids infront of his nieces n nephews...dunno..but deep inside me, i just thinkthat he wants to show his power of being able to control the 3 iman...sian anak2 aku..selalu kena tegur depan orang..but then, when HE speaks to his nephews n nieces..his intonation n tone are different..lembut giler n concern giler....
I just wonder...what do u expect from us...your wife n your kids???????tak cukup ke dgn apa yg kami buat samapaikan susah nak telus dgn insan yg kami panggil suami n abah??????Dunno...sometimes i feel dry n sometimes i feel that....i wish....
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