He just came back from sending along n angah to their arabic class...without saying a word or even a smile to me...he just went out again, i guess to pasar tani...not as usual..he would want me to tag him along..not even a word and i am now confused...just because of that friday nite????this is indeed not the first time i am being treated like this...so..so..so many times,,,until i dont want to count it any more...but i keep feel wondered WHY????
Does he think i am a creature who will be treated nicely if only i serve him dearly??? lovingly????and give my body all the time needed???? Ya Allah, laknatlah kehidupan aku jika aku gagal memberikan yg terbaik untuk Dia..but sometimes i just do not know WHAT did i do wrong or..may be i am a slow learner??
Isit true just because of that??? and now i have to face his cynical look again?????Crazy like hell...
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